12/08/2010
Woke right up at 5 this morning, mind racing, but not clearly. Have had some intense dreams the last few days. Now in the past I would have told myself that they are evil, and that because of association I was evil too. We all have bad thoughts and I do have an active imagination. It makes sense that I would scare the poop out of myself. I feel strength in my spirituality lately and that has given me strength. Have to be careful not to get to be over confident, interesting that I just swiped confident because I was interested in what the thesaurus options were and self possessed was an option, interesting, I just swiped interesting and another option was stimulating. Using Thesaurus’s are fun. I could turn my dreams into entertainment. I have been feeling like I am being pulled a little in the devination direction. I saw a Ouija board in target the other day and it really peaked my interest. The pointer could glow in the dark. I want to be able to use the occult in stories, at the same time I do not want to fall into negativity and darkness. Look into the dark, but spend most of the day in a sunny disposition. I think I will listen to The Cure to cheer me up.
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